Don’t Let Doubt Take You Out: Pastor Todd Mullins on Standing Strong in Faith
About this episode
Pastor Todd Mullins, senior pastor of Christ Fellowship Church in Palm Beach Gardens, Florida — one of America's top-10 churches — joins Philip Cameron to unpack the message behind his powerful new book, "Don't Let Doubt Take You Out." Todd opens up about his own unexpected struggle with doubt, sharing that even as someone gifted with faith, he found himself paralyzed by self-doubt when stepping into the senior pastor role his parents had built. Drawing on three key areas where doubt attacks believers — self-doubt, relational doubt, and doubt in the supernatural — Todd delivers a message that is both raw and redemptive. He recounts preaching with John Maxwell and Reinhard Bonnke in the front row, and hearing the Holy Spirit say, "You're right, you're not enough — but I am." He also shares the deeply personal journey of raising his son Jefferson through an autism diagnosis, infertility, and a season of crisis, declaring the word of God over his family until breakthrough came. "Listen to what you know, not to what you fear," became a turning point. "Don't Let Doubt Take You Out" is available at mycharismashop.com and on Amazon. If doubt has been silencing your calling, this conversation is for you.
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Quotes worth sharing
“I was expecting affirmation, 'I am with you as I was with Reinhard and your dad.' I didn't get that. In response to my, 'I don't think I'm enough,' what I heard the Holy Spirit say was, 'You're right. You're not enough.' And I remember sitting there going, 'Wait, wait, wait. Is there anything else?' And the Holy Spirit continued to say, 'You're not enough, but I am.' More than enough. 'You don't have what it takes, Todd, but I've got exactly what you need.'”
“That T-shirt said, 'Listen to what you know, not to what you fear.' And in that moment, the Holy Spirit said, 'Todd, you've been listening to your fears, and you've been echoing your fears about what could possibly not go right for Jefferson and his future.' And in that moment, our spirit shifted.”
“When you step out in faith, you also step out in doubt. You don't have all the answers. You can't see everything. So don't wait till the doubt's gone before you step out. Take it with you. Your faith is stronger. What you know about God is more true than what you don't know.”
What's Discussed
Pastor Todd Mullins of Christ Fellowship Church in Palm Beach Gardens, Florida discusses his book 'Don't Let Doubt Take You Out,' born from his personal struggle with doubt despite carrying the gift of faith. He identifies three primary arenas where doubt attacks believers: self-doubt rooted in childhood wounds, relational doubt that erodes trust and friendship, and doubt in the supernatural — the arena where doubt does its greatest damage. Todd shares how the Holy Spirit redirected his insecurity before a congregation that included John Maxwell and Reinhard Bonnke, and how declaring God's word over his son Jefferson through an autism diagnosis led to breakthrough. He challenges listeners to step out in faith without waiting for doubt to disappear first.
- Why Todd Mullins Wrote This Book
- Three Areas Doubt Attacks Believers
- Self-Doubt Rooted in Childhood Words
- Relational Doubt and Broken Trust
- Doubt Attacking the Supernatural
- Holy Spirit's Answer to 'I'm Not Enough'
- Declaring God's Word Over Jefferson
- Step Out in Faith — Doubt and All
Episode Transcript
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Intro
Why Todd Mullins Wrote This Book
Three Areas Doubt Attacks Believers
Self-Doubt Rooted in Childhood Words
Relational Doubt and Broken Trust
Doubt Attacking the Supernatural
Holy Spirit's Answer to 'I'm Not Enough'
Declaring God's Word Over Jefferson
Step Out in Faith — Doubt and All
Common questions
Why did Todd Mullins write a book about doubt if he's known as a person of faith?
Todd wrote the book out of his own personal struggle with doubt. He believes God gave him the gift of faith precisely because He knew Todd would need it — pointing out that the Holy Spirit often gives gifts in the areas where you need them most. He also found that everyone, even the most confident and accomplished people, deals with doubt.
What are the three main areas where Todd says doubt attacks people?
Todd identifies self-doubt, relational doubt, and doubt about the supernatural as the three key areas the devil uses to take people out. Self-doubt often starts young — for Todd it was words spoken to him in elementary school. Relational doubt causes people to question others' motives and pull back from life-giving relationships. And doubt about the supernatural is where he says doubt does its greatest damage, because the things of God are hardest for our natural minds to grasp.
What did God say to Todd when he told Him he didn't think he was enough to be a senior pastor?
Todd was expecting affirmation, but instead the Holy Spirit said, 'You're right — you're not enough, but I am.' That response shifted everything for him. He realized that leaning into self-doubt actually drives you toward a greater dependency on God, keeping you desperate and on your knees rather than self-reliant.
What happened with Todd's son Jefferson, and how did it shape his faith?
Jefferson was diagnosed on the autism spectrum and went through a dark season where he lost his will to live — right as Todd and his wife were stepping in as senior pastors. A turning point came when Todd saw a stranger on the beach wearing a T-shirt that read 'Listen to what you know, not to what you fear.' From that day, they stopped agreeing with their fears and only spoke the word of God over Jefferson. Todd says God didn't deliver a single big miracle but instead took them on a 'journey of little miracles' over many years, which built faith in everyone who witnessed it.
What's Todd's final advice for people who are waiting until their doubt is gone before they take a step of faith?
Todd says don't wait — when you step out in faith, you step out in doubt at the same time. You won't have all the answers or be able to see everything clearly. His advice is to take the doubt with you, because what you know about God is more true than what you don't know, and that's enough to take the next step.